thanks guys

thanks for all your prayers. some years it just hits harder than others. to be honest, grief is a fickle friend. sometimes i'll see someone that reminds me of him and it will hit like a ton of bricks. other times i will go years without so much as a second thought. thankfully God has given me the comfort of knowing i will see him again one day. i was pretty weepy yesterday and that hasn't happened in a long time. with the stress of the last year i shouldn't be surprised. but talking about it helps. so many people don't know what to say when someones dies or even years later. but to not talk about him would be as if he never lived. i just appreciate the fact that i have good Godly friends who will let me be sad when i need to be sad, but will also be glad when i am glad.